Person accepting one's fate
In the afternoon of one day, I am sitting in front of the window reading, someone rapped my windowpane lightly suddenly. A straightforward and good-natured boor, hold a very large enamel cup, it is export-oriented to stand in the window with smiles I put down water to drink. Demand after the water, he drink a spell suddenly, let me give cup top up water again, end go household to give him drink shakingly. At this time, I find outside the window by the one little tree, have a rest one wooden handcart, wooden handcart have piece look gentle and quiet woman very, there are two children.
Of two children, that old only five or six years old, have drunk several holding the enamel cup, and then drunk by the woman, the woman has finished drinking, feed the small one in the chest again, the small one does not seem thirsty, unwilling to drink, then woman drinks again. That man knows I am looking at them, switch back, smile at me, we begin to climb and talk.
They come out to flee from famine to beg for food, that woman who is very gentle and quiet and beautiful, there are some psychosises. When being engaged, matchmakers have juggled things, he does not know the woman that want to marry is sick, just find, it has been already late after getting married, the result can only leave a mistake uncorrected and make the best of it. Fortunately the woman does not get ill again and again, when being good, but people are a little more obtuse, do not know how to look after oneself. Find out man that really fine to woman, speak, he with I, go back to watch one's own wife attentively over the head repeatedly, is full of cherishing in sight, that is that one kind has no attachment covered up at all.
That woman sits there calmly, pass his warning, I find out she is really a bit abnormal. She looks to be just like a big child. Her child in chest, lifted up mother's clothes suddenly, held the very large breast and ****ed the breast, the milk overflows by children's corner of the mouth. That man tells me calmly, the family has really crossed not to go down, have sold all ones that can sell, come out to rush. I feel a surprised one is, the expression when the man says this words, it is sad not to have, not depressed, too without complaining,it discuss every one have most usually just as but family matters. One has reached the stage begging for food, unexpectedly still can keep such confidence, unexpectedly can also be so calm. He said he would " rush " Tone,just the same as those persons who wants to make a lot of money plan to plunge into the commercial sea.
That woman is really a silly woman, after the child in the chest eats up the milk, do not even know to put one's own clothes. The man is speaking with me, turn round, go to the woman, draw the clothes well for her, ask whether she wants to drink water in a soft voice, then come back to continue chatting with me again. We speak through a window all the time, have talked about for a long time. Perhaps few people would like to listen to that man chattering at ordinary times, he speaks very happily, very absorbed.
That man pushed the wooden handcart and went far at last. I will reproduce this scene consciously or unconsciously at the moment. I difficult to forget to knock down common people misfortune of eyes man that, he has not escaped, if change a person, will possibly do so. An insane woman, the child adding two pieces of nothing and understanding, mean this person will be nobody of happiness all the life. That man lacks minimum reason, is carrying the heavy burden with all one's heart, not because the thought excels in virtue, but because of having no way out. He find out what be high to draw, know that send the wife to the mental hospital, do not know either that practise contraception and have an abortion. He complies with the nature, leaves it to chance. But he accepting one's fate has not lost oneself like us.
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