Jun. 16, 2009 - No one is more painful than I
Every minute of every day are spent in pain sad ... ...
In this way a month after the time of the day, as there is no tomorrow to follow him would have been a problem, dear, if he really went on this way, then I will go the way of the how, I How to live strong.
Tears, can not help but could not resist ... ...
I wonder what the world is not a girl I like at this time is being affected by such a painful ordeal of.
Fiance has had advanced gastric cancer.
Doctor in less than three months, but his brother asked for his expert doctors around the country ready for him to do for stomach surgery, although there is hope, but their hearts are all the people understand that if his beloved rushing on the operating table, there may neverof the ... ... ... ...
These days the runescape money amount I had accompanied him every day too happy, but sometimes too much pressure on their hearts, will be sad I can not help but throw a tantrum, because no one can appreciate the less than my feelings Favorites immediately to the person away from me, and that people alive than dead to the suffering of the people.
All afraid to talk to anyone, did not dare to any friends and their loved ones did not dare say that all I have to suffer in silence, I do not know, in the end do not know how long it can persist, how long the firm, I just fear, fear in case he really dead, whether or not I will not fall forever to wake up.
Love in the end should be a person how to love, before we can love to no regrets, before we can love to the depths of the wound without.
At this point my heart, I know the pain of no one, no one knows the cost of my depth, and more pain, I do not want to regret it all their own actions, and even how the hope of their doing can be touched by God, touched everything, how to give him hope that God in the hope of a rebirth.
How dear the hope that he can get better, but I was afraid of how he39s from, I never left, so I do not know how to live strong ... ...
Suddenly felt the world to me why so unfair, why should this hurt me, torture me, If I can, I wish to take their own lives in exchange for his health, so runescape power leveling I would not like to do at the moment is being affected by the torture side of life and death the ... ...
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